I wish I could go deeper
Deeper into the darkness
So deep that when it’s black
I’m blinded by the speckles of Red
Spirals
Like when the sunlight hits your eyes,
And you’re deep in thought
Among nature
Our Natural oppressor
The one who compels the mosquitoes to spread their blood thinner
Venom
Chemicals are designed to control you
If you can’t pronounce it
You better not swallow it, or smoke it
Or be infected by it
I ask that you hold your heart accountable
Because eventually, everyone betrays
Your blood has to be thin
And a heart has to be glass
Kindness not returned but refracted
Distorted to those who you truly care about
And to those traitors who deserve a second chance
Go deeper than that
And fuck her the way she’s supposed to be fucked
Don’t be selfish
Don’t be unkind
This isn’t about you
Go deeper than that
© A.R. Minhas 2017