anger – A.R. MINHAS

Fraud

I don’t deserve it.

“You look like you need it.”

A cherry flavoured kiss.

I still taste you on my beard.

A door knocks.

An ancient bird that taps.

Shadows close in on me.

The mouse-trap with red velvet cake.

You don’t deserve anything.

It snaps. It recoils.

This is how a dream breaks,

And I’m relieved.

You were never real.

It was all given to you,

And now you return to take me back.

I laugh at your audacity

“Papers, please.”

I was never here in the first place.

There is a beauty in surrendering.

April 9, 2019April 9, 2019 by A.R. Minhas

The Last Time We Were Here

There’s a lesson at the bottom of the glass

I’ve hit my bubba pink

She delivers and they walk by

I’m like a GPS

My subconscious has taken a detour

Too hyperaware of everything

And I’ve never seen her walk

And she appeared like my words give her form

I’m dreaming again, but there is nothing between us

And I’m here again with you old friend

“I’ve stopped writing because I’ve stopped feeling…”

You paused and drank your Cappuccino

“It all comes back to you.”

Amsterdam big-wheel rolls on and

We reminisce

You’ve gone all responsible on me

How fucking dare you!

And you sit there counting your wrong decisions in the past

And I’m confused because all I’ve done is envy your capriciousness

And then I remembered

I wrote a poem the last time we came out here.

October 6, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

The Magician

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By: A.R. Minhas

She places the tools on the table

Unsheathe the rose petals

It’s time to use them

Droplets of wine that spill from the cup

Your thought pierces me

The Divine spirit soaring like a drone

The mystical explosion will destroy you in the vicinity

A guide that taps her cigarette

Three times and howl is heard

A burn mark shaped like a pentagram

The hands that show the path

As it was above

So it will be

If you find love, kiss me hard

With the tongue involved

A spiritual virus

Recreate me

Eternally

Your red robes have been thrown in the forest

Be sure your nudity is seen by everyone

And the sigil is magnified

Voice

Calls

From

Below

The chaos

Is interested in you.

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August 29, 2018August 29, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

My Artwork And What It Means To Me (Updated)

Hey Guys,

I’m really happy to share my artwork with all of you. I usually make my paintings on my phone, which sometimes can be challenging as it takes a longtime; however, I’m finding the process a lot more rewarding and creatively stimulating.

I don’t like to say what my art is about but if anything its about the connection between sex and spirituality. A bit like my poetry and prose. I like to think of it as ‘Sexual Mysticism’ (If that term even exists). As for the eyes, I don’t know why but I’m obsessed in making them.

I wanted to rant a little bit with this post because lately I feel, for some reason, sex has become a taboo subject; although, it’s the single most life affirming thing you can do in your life. This has been frustrating for me lately because I’ve tried promoting my art on other social media platforms but they have rejected my request. It’s really annoying because I’m not posting porn, the nudity is meant to have a message. It’s not meant for instant gratification or objectification; it’s meant to make you think. and in that respect, I need your help.

If you like my art, if you understand my message and my true intentions; please, help me in promoting my art and supporting me. If you go onto the links below you can get T-shirts, hoodies, phone cases and stickers with my artwork on it. The links, further down, connect you to my Canvas Paintings. So you can have my paintings in your home, that is if you think there good enough. If you can’t buy, please spread the word to others. Anyway, thank you for all that your continued support and I love you all. Thanks.

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“Girl with flowers“

“Nightingale Sings”

“Woman in the Cosmos”

“Simurgh”

August 19, 2018January 5, 2019 by A.R. Minhas

No Love

So you hold me close

And I’ve thought about that afternoon

You hold me too tight

And I’m not able to give you love or offer love

I’m resigned to the fact that you despise me

For some reason

I trigger something in you that finds me so repulsive…

And I can only draw you now in naked form

Your breasts have eyes that I can’t escape from

I had learned to live alone

So it’s ok if you’d like to

I’ll swipe left before you even think about it

It’s rude to say anything

Mutually assured loneliness.

June 6, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

Bitter

I regurgitated these words from the depths of my nausea

That’s why they leave a bitter taste in your mouth

So swallow or spit

They will grow trees of dissatisfaction.

May 21, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

Stagnant

Someone said I can have the whole world

I’m stagnant now

Held into place by my inaction

And I spill a pint glass

My emotions are swaying everywhere

And I continue to overshare my insecurities

I’m not too drunk to notice you flinch

And make your faces

I’m surrounded by people who don’t realize my greatness

Just because I’m puking in the vase

You don’t know my greatness

I sail on the smoke of an early morning

Cigarette craving

This is my regret

And thank you for your indifference

I almost stabbed you with my pen.

April 24, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

She Offers Flowers

She offers us flowers

And I wonder about the milk that was never served

She Offers us Flowers

And all I can think about are your eyes

How I would like to separate the light

The chemicals that split apart

I fed your love to the children of the street

She offers us flowers

And her petals lubricate the darkness

I have served my loneliness well

Indifference is the thing that kills

And you served me flowers

Hungry still

I devour your Nectar

Blood on my gums

My Tongue swirls in the ozone layer

I served your breast on a plate

By the fireside

The ash is your Flowers

Sprinkled in that afternoon

Fucking Blue

To keep my fingers

From the third eye to the other one

She offers us flowers

And I can only serve you cold meat

If you are my truth,

Then you are my hurt

I let it bleed

A scab that is worn like a battle wound

Mottled entanglement

The flowers are raw

And I am burnt

If you serve them again

I have to refuse again

Indifference is the thing.

April 10, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

I’m Standing Still

I’m standing still

You keep moving on

In my artificial drunkenness

I smell the sweet taste of death.

Non-existent comforter

Wrapped in your left breast

Milk gets everywhere

Spilled on afternoon tea

Green as you were

I’m left pale and broken.

“Where is my womb?”

I’m left to wonder how cruel I can get

Have you seen my torture lungs?

Bronchials inflammed

Shooting with nerves

I want to share my fluids.

But not at the price of my company

I’m better standing here.

And you all the way there.

Our spikes are meant to stab

No comfort in human touch

The digital release of my soul.

I’ll impregnate you with my thoughts,

Abort me later.

You can offer me comfort from the other end of the world

I don’t want your closeness

The messiness of attachment

I can only offer you mind-numbing cliches.

There is no warmth left anymore

My body is cold

And your hands

Don’t resemble a soul mate.

April 1, 2018April 1, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

Show Me Your Eyes

Your eyes meet mine while you eat

A Red Velvet Cheesecake

Teeth crackle

And I feel your lips

Cold tongues and warm breath

“Show me your eye, and I’ll show you mine.”

My hand travels underneath the table to meet your thighs

No one will know

And you laugh that laugh when we first met

You know the type of girls I like

The ones who present a new way of thinking

Perhaps, if I drew you naked

I could understand

What you present to me

The randomness of your hair

And when you try so hard to maintain a straight face

While you are grabbing

Your breasts

I need cream for my coffee

The structure of your abdomen

Slopes to the slit of your eye

Clitoris of your soul

You gush my favorite dopamine sundae

Dripping like chocolate molten

These fingers know how to move

I know you have to go

It’s ok

I’ll deal with my trust issues later

And I’ll text you when you get back

For now, I have to go

Keep your eye on me, always.

March 19, 2018 by A.R. Minhas

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